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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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i want to graduate college
i want to buy a nice home in the northeast
i want to marry my soulmate
i want to have a family
i want my extended family to have get togethers like when i was little
i want my kids to grow up with a dad
i want to take them to parks and to the zoo and show them nature
i want to make everyone around me happy
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Sunday, August 21st, 2005
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i absolulety love the freinds i have in NY. i miss them and want to be there with them. of course with dave as well.
i think ive entered hermitdom. i dont go out and have no desire to. im sure i will break this cycle once i reach miami. i have so much to do in 8 months. i need to get this position with headquarters in DC. its my second goal next to finishing in May so i can think highly of myself and be satisfied.
im having a hard time opening up here.
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
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ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch. i had that biopsy of my cervex done today. it hurt, im not going to lie. then i almost fainted right there on the table and my blood pressure dropped to 80/40. they made me stay longer to regain my strength. i get the results back in three weeks. by then ill be in miami. i cant take a bath, just shower. no tampons if i get my period and no swimming for 7 days. boooo
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
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307,570 descendants
- you're more genetically fit than 55% of the current population - |
307,570. Not bad. You're no Mongol warlord, but to have that many copies of your genetic code running around 800 years from now is pretty impressive.
You're in the lower middle of the scoring spectrum, but, honestly, when you consider that the cheaters, swindlers, and football players of this world are statistically best-equipped to create children, scoring low is something to be proud of. As you'll see below, some of your lines will die out, but nonetheless your genetic material will thrive here on earth for a long time to come.
A close friend of mine created a program to generate family trees for this test. It's based on your unique answers. We accounted for sterility, birth rates, death rates, disease, drug abuse, nitwitism, and accidents and came up with this, for you. Note that you'll have significant offspring with two separate partners; the second of your genetic lines is slighly faded to make the chart easier to read. The second line could represent either a second marriage or an affair: |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on fitnessfactor |
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the Idiot Savant
(42% dark, 65% spontaneous, 68% vulgar) |
your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT
You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.
Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel
AND FINALLY -- after you rate my test with a sweet, sweet '5' -- you must take this test next: The Genghis Khan Genetic Fitness Test. It's not mine, but it rocks.
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 20% on dark |
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You scored higher than 90% on spontaneous |
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You scored higher than 99% on vulgar |
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Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
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ive been in nyc for a week and a half and been enjoying myself for the most part. i stayed in Brooklyn with Lana, which was great. I stayed with Dave for a bit and now im in Queens with my freind Kelly which is good fun as well. i dont want to leave ny but i know i need to desperatly try to work things out with FIU housing so i can finish school at the time i planned or near the time i planned to graduate. living in north miami is going to suck, i be 45 mins away from all of my classes. i dont know this campus or anyone living there or living near there, but then again i guess its only 8 months. hopefully dave will have his shit together by then so i can move up here and we can start out life. then again if he doesnt im not afraid to move where i can get a good job. case in point philly. im a shoe in at the EPA office there. i guess ill see where life takes me.
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i leave for ny on saturday early morning. bitter sweet bitter sweet. i hope i can hold everything and myself together.
ill be staying with lana which should be fun.
jimmy is in and out of my mind like the wind blows.
cant wait to leave here. nothing for me here. time to move on.
setting more appts with the gyno.
learning is a never ending thing.
i hope my last year in miami is good, because i dont plan on going back. i think its good to just move on and never look back. i want to experience new things and be in new places. thats why im going to boston while im up there also. road trips and bright stars. lana wants to go camping. while im kinda cringing, but its a new thing. well i havent done it in years.
im embracing my myself more and more.
im happy and liberated to do things just for myself.
everything looks perfect from far away
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Casting Call
I think its inevitable that as we read each other's journals we create mental pictures of each other. Post this on your own journal to find out who your friends see when they read about your life.
Two Rules:
1) The person must be in the movies or on TV (but doesn't have to be an actor/actress). The person can be specific to a role (e.g. Jennifer Elhe's Elizabeth Bennent) or just the person themself.
2) You have to post a link to a picture of said person in the comments.
These castings can be based on things in the person's personality or on physical traits you know they have.
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ive never been so scared in my life. i found out that i had an abnormal pap smear and have pre-cancerous cells. i have to have a procedure done to have them removed. damn.
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ive been watching alot of movies lately, since now i have the time and there were alot of movies that i wanted to see but never got around to. its funny how sometimes watching a good movie can put you in a good mood.
i bought new makeup today. its that mineral makeup. i heard its really good. i ordered it off ebay. i guess ill see if its good or not. seems alot better than using liquid foundation that clogs your pores like whoa.
i cant wait to buy books. i love reading. it sounds nerdy but i dont care. im really into biographies, i always have. most of the biographies ive read have been about dictators such as napoleon and hitler. im trying to find a good book on stalin. there are alot to choose from. i dont know why i love biographies so much, maybe because they are real life and real lives are more interesting. i like to see how people evolved into themselves and try to understand why they did the things they did. i would love to write one myself. would it be interesting i dont know but im sure it would be theraputic.
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leaving on a jet plane......
yes i am. i fly out to JAX on monday
shopping has never been better
new haircuts rock
flying to NY july 30th to save my soul
wont be back in south fl until august 26th.
im hornier than a mammal in heat
god bless london
having crazy dreams latley
if your in south fl and want to chill, last chance
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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Name: Leigh
Birthday: May 21, 1981
Birthplace: Philadelphia, PA
Current Location: i dont really have one current location, you can find me either in Miami, Jacksonville or New York
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: no shoes
Your Weakness: math, sleeping
Your Fears: being alone, going to the dentist or eye doctor, deep water in the ocean
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: graduate college
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hah
Thoughts First Waking Up: nooooooooo
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: between 2am and 4am
Your Most Missed Memory: dad
Pepsi or Coke: ice tea
MacDonalds or Burger King: nooooo
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: capp
Do you Smoke: sometimes
Do you Swear: yup
Do you Sing: no
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: almost finished
Do you want to get Married: maybe. maybe
Do you believe in yourself: more everyday
Do you get Motion Sickness: on boats sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: once in a while
Are you a Health Freak: i try so hard
Do you get along with your Parents: my mom sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: when im not caught in them
Do you play an Instrument: arm drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: ciggs?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ewww
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: oh yeah
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yup
How do you want to Die: sleeping
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i want to work with large cats
What country would you most like to Visit: italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green
Favourite Hair Color: anything
Short or Long Hair: whatever makes them look good
Height: i think guys that are a little taller than me are super cute
Weight: healthy
Best Clothing Style: original
Number of Drugs I have taken: 19767736555362273744
Number of CDs I own: like 150
Number of Piercings: i still have my tongue, ears
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i cant look back
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isnt it funny how things that were true about you when you were younger just get amplified as you get older sometimes? at some points in your life you know you need to make big decisions but you so stuck you cant move forward. sometimes you cant find yourself through all your little idiosyncracies(sp). you would think that by 24 you would know yourself perfectly.
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Your Summer Anthem is Best Of You by the Foo Fighters
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
While you may seem bright on the outside, your insides have a distinct angst flavor. |
| Your Gemini Drinking Style |
 You can drink without changing their behavior much.
You're so naturally chatty and short-attention-spanned that it's just hard to tell sometimes.
You amaze people by conversing with finesse and allusions, then doing something to belie an extremely advanced state of intoxication, like puking in your shoe.
You possess the magic ability to flirt successfully (and uninfuriatingly, which is very tricky) with several people at once.
You like to order different cocktails every round -- repetition is boring!
You may create a drinking theme (like yellow drinks: beer, sauvignon blanc and limoncello) for your own amusement. | | Your Signature Cocktails | | Easily bored Geminis need some stimulation in their drinks -- those with two parts, like a black and tan (or just a double), are particularly appealing. Otherwise, you'll drink all over the map, ordering frou-frou drinks to add to you collection of cocktail monkeys or going for whiskey rocks because you're feeling rather noir. Gemini rules the herb anise -- home-infused anise vodka is sure to win you over. | | Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies | | Johnny Depp, Angelina Jolie, Kylie Minogue, the Olson Twins, Colin Farrell, Ice Cube, Natalie Portman, and Mr. T |
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Jimmy- supportive, funny and nuturing
Justin- funny, understanding
Brooke- fun, pretty and unique
Ryan- sensitive, fun
Justin- nothing
Denver- crazy
Aaron- fun
Stoney- caring, funny, adorable
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there are no unlockable doors
there are no unwinable wars
there are no unwrittable wrongs or unsingable songs
there are no unbeatable odds
there are no impossible dreams
there are no invisible seems
there are no unforgivable sins
there are no unkillable thrills
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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1. What does your myspace quote mean?
it means i cant be complete unless im in NYC because of my boyfreind and the city.
2. Elaborate on your primary photo? me being me
3. Who introduced myspace to you?
I think it was Lana
4. How many friends do you have?
49
5. What are you wearing right now?
tank top, jeans
6. What is life to you?
a series of experiences, memories, hopes, dreams, tests and finding yourself all rolled into 60-80 years
7. What are you doing now?
filling this out, listening to music
8. What do you hate most?
fear, panic attacks, feeling alone, people's egos, bad dreams, bees and wasps, spiders, feeling unaccomplished, iggnorance and those who remain to be
9. What do you love most?
Dave, daises, butterflies, feeling like you made a difference, ,usic, lying in central park looking at clouds, manhattan, comfy beds, kisses and hugs, dancing, laughing, pictures
10. Are you musically inclined?
a little, its in my blood, my dad was a musician
11. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found that the person you loved didnt exist?
I would wonder about eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, heh, actually. i would be devastated
12. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
i always think about this question on my own. and seriously there are too many things i would manipulate or change.
13. Ever had a near death experience?
yes
14. Name ONE obvious quality you have
debate
15. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
the beatles- paperback writer
16. Are you happy today?
not really
17. Seen anything weird lately?
define weird
18. What is the word most often used in your vocabulary?
fuck
19. What is the last film you saw?
liminey snikets(sp)
20. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a apartment in manhattan
24. Tell me some things about you that people don't know:
Im very open about myself usually. but if there was one thing that i keep hidden is that i have a fear of death
25. Do you like to dance?
i love it
26. George Bush ________________________________.
is a greedy man that doesnt think about humanity or wildlife at all
27. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Rian or Kayla
28. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Colin, or Charles Micheal after my dad
29. Would you ever consider living abroad?
of course
30. What was your first official job?
Working at the icing, its like claries
OK...now it is your turn...repost!
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i hate fire ants biting my toes.
wonder if ill always be with you
ive done everything for you
im sick of you renting space in my head
go the fuck away
damnit and mariah careys new song has to come on.....wtf
just something else to remind me of you
my heart is going to hell
what ever happened to the simple life?
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change my heart
change my heart
change my heart
change my heart
change my heart
change my heart
change my heart
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